I probably should have written this blog entry first. Actually, I meant to but sometimes things just don’t go according to plan and that’s ok. Nonetheless, I want to explain why I’m writing this blog and what it means to me.
First of all, I write because I like to write. I find it challenging, yet relaxing. It helps me process what I’ve been through each day and what it means. Sometimes I right directly to God, or my friends, or my family or myself, but most of the time I just write to the empty pages of my journal. My journal never judges my work and is patient when I scratch something out then rewrite it five times. Often when I write I preserve a memory I would otherwise forget. I write in letter form, poetry form, story form but most often in the form of scribbles and half-thought-out thoughts that no one would understand but me. There is nothing special about my writing, I just like writing.
Secondly, I write because I’ve just moved to a new place, started a new job and a lot of people ask me what I’m doing. If that’s you, here it is! For those of you who don’t know me so well, I’ll be studying at the Southern Baptist Theological Seminary in Louisville, Kentucky starting in August. I think kids are a big deal and so I took a job working at a residential treatment facility for children in crisis. I’ve only just begun working there and I love the kids already. In fact, it’s the end of the weekend and I am antsy for tomorrow to get here so I can see them again. I’ll probably write about the kids a lot as they continually amaze me. Also, take note that I’ll never write the name of a child or the home on here because I don’t want to risk their safety.
Thirdly, this blog will allow me to convey prayer requests to all of you at home. I know the next few years aren’t going to be easy and I love knowing that people are praying. I also would love to pray for you! Please send me your prayer requests (email, facebook, mail, whatever) and I’ll pray. If you want I’ll even put the prayer request on here and we can get everyone praying.
Lastly, I want to have a visible record of what God is doing in my life. I know he is going to move in awesome ways i can’t help but share the joy he gives me! Working with children in crisis is amazing and I want share their victories with you. They deserve to have someone cheering them on. I hope that their stories inspire you and teach you. Not everyone gets to go to Seminary so I want to share my experiences with you!
The web address of my blog is www.1peter1-8.blogspot.com and the title is Inexpressible Joy and obviously there is a reason for that. A month or so ago, when I first found out that I was moving to Louisville, I decided that I want to start a blog to chronicle my journey. I didn’t want it to be my story, but rather a story of what God can do so i began praying that God would give my blog a title that had some sort of meaning. I wanted something that people could relate to and that could last for years to come. I wanted to use one of my favorite verses; Hebrews 11, Romans 8:31, John 16:33, Habakkuk 1:5, Isaiah 60:22, but nothing seemed right. So one day I was sitting in Church when Pastor Aarron was preaching from 1 Peter and my eyes wandered over to 1 Peter 1:6-7, which happens to be another verse that I like a lot. While I was thinking about it I realized that I had been completely neglecting verse 8. Verse 8 in that chapter is just beautiful! If you don’t have it open, go get a Bible, open to 1 Peter, chapter 1 and read verses 6 through 9. Now that’s good stuff isn’t it?
Verse 8 points out that we love God even though we don’t see him. We believe by faith and it’s a beautiful thing. Matthew, Mark, Luke and John had great faith, but they got to know Jesus. We get to know Him too, but it’s a little bit harder because we can’t see Him. It’s crazy. Before becoming a Christian it’s impossible to know God because we don’t believe He exists. But once we have that faith in God, it’s beautiful. Because we believe in Him we are filled with Inexpressible and Glorious Joy. I don’t fully understand what Inexpressible and Glorious Joy is, but I know I want God to show me.
So if you’re still listening out there, ignore my typos, let me know when I get something wrong, ask me when something doesn’t make sense, and come with me as I explore what it means to have the Inexpressible Joy that only comes from being saved by grace through faith in our wonderful Heavenly Father.